Just a Character

So, I breathe this moment in
Like a current running down the river
It spreads slowly inside
And then it’s gone
Without any traces
Every moment isn’t supposed to last
But I desperately wanted this one to stay
I was finally at peace
I could feel the warmth spreading
Illuminating me from inside
And people said I was magnificent
But now I feel like a character
With development gone too fast
I couldn’t keep up with the storyline
With blurred-out lines between good and bad
Which side am I supposed to be?
The destination seems too far off
But I never had a clear goal
Then will it hurt if I never reach?
Or is it the fear of being hurt
They say worry makes you suffer twice
But my head keeps throbbing with the fear
Fear of falling too hard
Or being the imposter in my own life
Is this really who I am?
Maybe its just a far fetched dream


Fairy lights are prettier in the dark

Fairy lights always bring back memories of childhood. The good old times when I did not know that terms like environment friendly exist. I was always awestruck by the brilliance of the glittering lights which made everything seem beautiful. Now, I would give away every fairy light to just admire a sky full of stars.

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Just random thoughts

We all can learn something from each person. Some people leave you with such a good impression that you strive to be like them as a grown up. On the other hand, some people are like the least desirable trait in your personality. Like it would be such a shame and failure as a human if we ever become like them. I wish everyone learnt their lessons wisely, then this world could have been a better place. I hope I never become like the people who consistently spread negativity instead of helping each other steer through the storms of life.

In this process, I came to know two things for sure. First I am really sensitive and emotional. And second I am much more stronger than everyone out there because of the first thing. Because if I can survive and rock everything without being competitive and selfish, just imagine what would happen if I let my emotions go.

I sometimes wish I were wind. I want to fly at such great speeds freely into the vast space and feel every leaf of every tree and give big hugs to all those giant trees. To thank them for standing tall and strong and just giving us things without taking anything. I want to shake away all their worries and make them dance freely.

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