Universe and us.

Recently I read a book that said that universe wants to be noticed, that pain wants to be noticed.


But it failed to mention the reason. There is no doubt that I have asked the same question several times before too but I never found the right words. But when I found these words, I was awestruck by their beauty. It simply ended our quest to find all the answers to whatever happens around us.


Alas, the universe wants to be noticed. From my experience, when we wish to be noticed, we all do things which are beyond imagination. Sometimes we succeed in this wasteful practice and sometimes we do not. But nature is not us. The universe is not us. It is much more above us. It holds enormous amount of power, capabilities and everything which is far beyond our imagination. Maybe that is why, it is noticed. We are unable to turn a blind eye towards it. Even if we devote our entire lifetime to understand, notice and praise the beauty of universe, it will not be enough.

Still many breathtaking views will remain far beyond our reach, our time. This explains how small we are in front of nature. We cannot compete with it. But I think universe does not know it. Even without trying it will be noticed. The earth will be noticed. Because it is so beautiful.


Then here we come again to the same question, why does it want to be noticed. Maybe it is jealous of us. Because it is all alone, it cannot even communicate with us directly. We have companions, we have friends and we have families. The universe is unable to experience the beauty of these relationships. That is why from time to time, it shows its powers, takes away our people, to make us realize that it is here. It is continuously watching over us. It hears our laughter, it sees us crying.

Maybe the universe also wants that adrenaline rush which we feel when our favorite teams win. Maybe universe also wants to feel those butterflies in stomach which we feel in love. Maybe it also wants to feel that unbearable pain in chest which we feel on losing someone irreplaceable (whether fictional or real). That is why it competes because it does not know any other way. Because somehow we have those beautiful abilities.


But not only universe or nature wants to be noticed. Even though we are like a trace in front of universe, humans also have that desire to be noticed. Humans also compete with nature, against nature to prove their worth. This competition has continued since ages and look where we have come. But universe did not play tricks. It gave us so much that our entire lifetime fell short to collect the gifts. The only thing it took was time. Still we had much more things that universe did not have, but we became selfish.

We competed so hard to be noticed that we played dirty tricks. We used much more resources than we deserved. We were the ones that disturbed the balance. We should have let other candidates play too. But we humans took their resources. We continuously scarred the universe and forgot to give it the attention it deserved. But fellows, we forgot one thing. No matter how many advantages we have, they will eventually fall short in front of the universe.

Because we were always just a speck of dust. The universe found new ways. It discovered natural disasters, new diseases and much more. There is no doubt we cannot win this game because its developer itself is universe. It knows all those secret weapons and tricks. As we sit in the lockdown with nothing to do, we can do a task of utmost importance. Notice the universe. Give it the attention it deserves. Give it the care it deserves. Because at the end, it holds the most powerful weapon: time.

Humanity

Why are we supposed to act humanely when deep inside most of the people are just so selfish. Why did this term humanity exist when in reality most of the human beings fail to fulfil the basic deeds which are considered as humanity. And it hurts when you try to be as human as possible with those animals pretending to be human.

Sometimes I really do wonder whether I should forget about all my manners and behave similarly to those inhuman beings. Why are we supposed to be so good yet every selfish action comes with an explanation. We were taught a poem in school and the line that captivated me the most was -“वही मनुष्य है कि जो मनुष्य के लिए मरे।”.It means only those are human who can die for a human. And I learnt that lesson with my whole heart. But I guess for most of us it was just another poem to cram up for examinations.

Well, that explains state of the world right now. Of course there are good people out there but why is it so hard to find them. And most of the situations do not expect you to literally die to help another human. Just wear your mask properly and you can save lives. But still comfort comes first to most people and they cannot even stand a bit of breathless when thousands are struggling in hospitals to get enough oxygen until their last breath. When so many are not able to see their loved ones for one last time, people cannot postpone their parties because dude they are dying at home. I do not know from where that sense of entitlement or foolishness came in those people.

Why cannot they feel the pain of all those innocent people, all those innocent doctors who are losing their lives even after taking all the precautions? Just because someone’s comfort comes first, others continue to lose their lives. How did that become fair in people’s mind? And in this short period of time, I have seen some of the nicest, selfless people losing their faith in humanity. How did we become so self centered that we cannot see those people dying on the inside everyday. Is it the result of getting so many resources that we forgot that humanity created comfort and not the other way round. Nowadays comfort comes before everything and it is becoming difficult to go on loving this unfair world. Where the people who are most thoughtful have to suffer the most. Where all this conciousness comes with fear and hopelessness.

I hope there is light at the end of this tunnel as well. And I wish we will reach the end of this tunnel a bit sooner. Because I do not want to fill my heart with all this hate when nature has given us so much to admire.

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