So, are you done?

Here comes another morning, wishing my life was a fairytale.

With all that happiness and a forgiving world where nobody wins and nobody fails

Here comes another morning, when I need to hide from world

Because just when you show your problems

The world takes you to your deepest lows

Now, no other blow hits me hard enough

Because how harder can I fall

I fell and fell and when I stopped,

I still was falling apart.

Here comes another morning

Wishing that nothing would last

But everything I want is in the past

How I wish that would have lasted

How long I waited for that one happiness

And when it came, I don’t have a heart

A heart which used to be whole

A heart which was so pure

How can I come out of it unscathed

When all I need is to hide from the world

All I ask is are you done?

For how long do I need to hide

How much more will you pull me apart

When will that time come when you are done.

Just random thoughts

We all can learn something from each person. Some people leave you with such a good impression that you strive to be like them as a grown up. On the other hand, some people are like the least desirable trait in your personality. Like it would be such a shame and failure as a human if we ever become like them. I wish everyone learnt their lessons wisely, then this world could have been a better place. I hope I never become like the people who consistently spread negativity instead of helping each other steer through the storms of life.

In this process, I came to know two things for sure. First I am really sensitive and emotional. And second I am much more stronger than everyone out there because of the first thing. Because if I can survive and rock everything without being competitive and selfish, just imagine what would happen if I let my emotions go.

I sometimes wish I were wind. I want to fly at such great speeds freely into the vast space and feel every leaf of every tree and give big hugs to all those giant trees. To thank them for standing tall and strong and just giving us things without taking anything. I want to shake away all their worries and make them dance freely.

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