So, are you done?

Here comes another morning, wishing my life was a fairytale.

With all that happiness and a forgiving world where nobody wins and nobody fails

Here comes another morning, when I need to hide from world

Because just when you show your problems

The world takes you to your deepest lows

Now, no other blow hits me hard enough

Because how harder can I fall

I fell and fell and when I stopped,

I still was falling apart.

Here comes another morning

Wishing that nothing would last

But everything I want is in the past

How I wish that would have lasted

How long I waited for that one happiness

And when it came, I don’t have a heart

A heart which used to be whole

A heart which was so pure

How can I come out of it unscathed

When all I need is to hide from the world

All I ask is are you done?

For how long do I need to hide

How much more will you pull me apart

When will that time come when you are done.

Saturdays

You realize the importance of Saturdays only after having a tough week. During Lockdown weekends lost their value because there were no hectic schedules during whole weeks. And then we say what would I not give to live my life like its a holiday. But we often forget to thank those hectic days who gave way to this immense joy that weekend brings along.

I admit Lockdown was a bliss for introverts like me. Those endless days without any plan or schedule and without any unnecessary obligations towards people were like heaven. We could stay home without feeling guilty for cancelling plans. And yes I did so many things for myself and felt great. But after some time there was a constant nudging in my heart that is this right way to live life. Having everything easy may sound and feel really tempting but there is no other joy greater than conquering your biggest fears. Overcoming your weaknesses gives way to not only a better person but also to immense relief. That I can handle all this and maybe things worse than this.

That’s why saturdays are so good. You can enjoy a laid back day on top of that constant happiness. That I handled all this or maybe just finished this week and made it to this one good day. We don’t know how many bad days are ahead of us but at least we got this weekend. And don’t you think it’s a blessing to even have one such day .

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